Last Day of 2014

Last day of 2014... Will you spend this day fruitfully? Will you be happy? Sad? Going crazy about what's going to happen in 2015? Curious about what's life like be in 2015?

To be very honest, I am hoping 2015 would never come. I'm leaving my secondary school. Leaving all my classmates. Saying goodbye to all my juniors in Secondary school. If you ask me if I'll be sad to leave Primary school, I'll tell you straight that I'm thankful I'm leaving that school. But if you ask me if I'll be sad leaving Secondary school, I'll tear and tell you I'm not ready to leave them.

This year was a very memorable year for me. I got closer with all my friends and I get to know my second EC, creating more memories that I could ever have. All the laughter, cryings and rage matters will not be forgotten.  Talking about regrets, hmm... Major regrets is just not studying hard enough.

Speaking the truth, I find that I'm not close to any of my classmates. Just feel that I'm a social butterfly. Didn't really have a specific clique to stick with. I may be a pistachio (in chinese 开心果 means someone who brings happiness) to them, but how I actually feel inside, no one knows. I just want a little more attention from you girls, a friendship that means a lot to every single one of you. One asked me before we graduate, "Will we still keep in touch after we graduate?" I said straight without thinking " of course because you mean a lot to me" And I've been waiting for her text every time. So I made the first move, I told her what she told me before school ended. I told her I was very disappointed, I've kept my promise, but she didn't. And now she began to text me once in awhile. Glad.

In this year, I feel that I'm very self-centered, haven't thought of how people would feel, and wanted them to go my own way. Kinda selfish. I'll try to change. 

In 2015, I'll pray that everything will go the way I want to be. PRAYING HARD! Getting my results in January, entering new school in April. To be honest I'm not ready! I don't want 2015 to come. I'm scared. I'm afraid my class wouldn't be as awesome as this year's. I'm afraid of meeting new friends. Afraid of getting lost in a new school. Afraid of not getting the course I'm always dreaming about. Tons and tons of things I'm not ready and afraid of. But I know I have to face it anyway, no point avoiding, the more you avoid it, the more it will come closer to you. I know I can't get through the upcoming challenges myself. My guardian angel, please guide me along... May 2015 be a nice year and make me smile my way through... 

All the best readers, may 2015 be a better year. Happy New Year!   

因为你们值得我留念

毕业晚会是我们最后的告别，可惜有些却没有出席这晚会。那当然，价钱不菲，所以也不能说什么。以前穿这校服的我们，都在这一晚把自己打扮得像俊男、美女。我们最心爱的级任老师也都看傻眼了。

2014 年的 1 月，懵懂的我们还取笑彼此多么的丑陋、难看。但一到毕业晚会时，大家都给彼此的打扮给了满分。想起来心里还会甜丝丝的。如果时间可以倒流，我们是否还会一直挑彼此的缺陷，话还是否会一样地讽刺？

这一晚，我们都答应给彼此最美丽的回忆，最美丽的画面。可惜啊！我们得和副级任老师说再见，我们将是她离开学校前教的最后一班孩子。虽然我不是很喜欢她，但是她给我们的关怀，我感受得到。有些同学和我说她们很后悔，她刻苦铭心地教导我们，我们却在课堂上吵闹。现在她要离开了，我们都和她忏悔，道歉。在拥抱当儿我们都泪流满面，懊悔地说声：“老师，对不起，谢谢你的教导。”  级任老师也不例外，回想这两年来，我们给她操心，着急，给她带来麻烦。老师常和其他老师道歉，一次，又一次。叛逆的我们一次又一次地让她失望，让她流泪。我们口中不说对不起大约是怕面子的关系，又或许我们也不敢保证以后不会让历史从演。毕业晚会不只是单单一场聚餐，也算是感恩夜，感恩所有的老师这 4 年的教导，我们也在他们的教导下成长了不少。老师曾说过：“虽然有时我想把你们给掐死，但是我还是很感激你们，也很感恩你们是我的学生。” 老师真伟大啊！

友情对我来说是无价的，而且是永恒的，我不喜欢轻易放弃友情。距离不是问题，只要有心，发一个简讯给他们，他们也会感到很欣慰。我当然知道有些同学说以后再出来见面是假的，但我仍然相信，因为他们都值得我等待。我很感恩谢他们带给我美好的中学时光，也感激他们每天把黑暗的上学时间画上了颜色，带给我不一样的每一天。我和他们种下的友情如此的深厚，我真的不忍心把它给摧毁。或许毕业后，我们都各自往不同方向飞翔，我希望我们总会碰面，打声招呼，都好。朋友们，请你们不要只是擦身而过，请你们记得我们的每一个约定，让我们一起完成它，像我们曾经一起为会考拼搏一样。朋友们，让我们张开翅膀，勇敢往自己的梦想飞。

我们都不舍得说再见，可是天下没有不散宴席。时间到了我们都不能带着笑容离开，大家只想再看看彼此多几分钟，几秒也好，多拍几张照，多抱几下，留下最后的回忆。再我脑海中，那一晚是最美丽的。。。朋友们，我们毕业了。我们珍重再见。

最珍惜的一班

因为你们值得我留念

最深厚的友情，那么的。。。完美 :)

自由已来到

辛苦了两年，终于可以让自己松懈一下了。说真的 6 个月前，我还想：“吓！还有6个月啊？日子怎么过。老师给压力，同学们的成绩升得比赛车还快，而我还在后头像乌龟一样地爬，连他们的烟都闻不到。”

会考的两个星期前，我决定放弃 POA 这一科。在上课时，我当然不想浪费时间就做自己的复习。老师走向我，不爽地说：“你不打算去考试吗？”  这一种态度我也根本不想回答他，他问累了，就自然而然走啦！>.<  不是我讨厌那科，我讨厌那个老师，他对我班有偏见，他只疼第一班的学生。谁叫他们的智商比我们高！还记得有几次我班的同学和他们起了冲突呢！反正一切都过了，算了咯，都不甘我事。

我有一点失望有些同学没来考试，他们打算就这样放弃。和他们比起来，我还是个乖孩子哦！再怎么说，我们都有还钱去考试，哪里舍得浪费着一笔钱，考完就算了咯！这样听起来，我好像把会考看得很开似的。哈哈！

现在好啦！什么烦恼、压力都可抛下了，心中里的大石头也可以打碎了！刚考完试，心里还觉得有一点忐忑，好像还感觉不到自由的气味。过后，我和一群朋友去吃 DOMINO PIZZA 吃完后感觉得轻松多了。在享受的当儿，有一位朋友说：“大家！吃完后要不要去读书？” 我愣住，傻了，反映迟钝，还以为还有考试呢！扫兴啦！我在享受我的 PIZZA 耶，吓我！过后大家还一直开玩笑，有的说：“喂！你做完功课了没有，不做会给老师骂哦！” “这老师说下次测验要拿 A 不然要被罚！” 大家都笑得眼泪都往外喷了！

自由已来到 #1：自由的第一天, 我和两个好朋友到 SENTOSA 玩 PARA JUMP。听说有 5 楼高，在这高出往下看就全身斗个不停。就是从这么高往下跳。阿那当然有安全措施，不然跟跳楼自杀没什么两样。哈哈哈哈！天不作美，下雨延迟我们的玩耍时间。等待雨停时，我们却没有抱怨，应为朋友有所不谈，叽叽喳喳，时间就这样过了。有朋友真好！玩完后我们到电影院看最新出的电影: Interstellar 当然看电影不能少了爆米花和零食。还记得以前我和同样的两个笨蛋出去看电影时，我们问：“请问有没有家庭套餐？” 柜台的出纳员笑我们说，没有。这一次，我们还开玩笑说：“大家，不要再问那种笨问题了。什么家庭套餐，哈哈！” 过后，我们抬头一望，哇！真的有耶！和他们玩了一整天都累了！想回去，甚至自己都会在一旁傻笑。:)

圣淘沙之旅    

Para Jump

 

Jumping！

                                                   

   

                          

Glam max!

Cable Cars

Merlion! <3 p="">

 坏小孩！都说不能把手放那里了！

 Subway eat fresh!

Going home! C:

O levels

"Have you prepared for your Os?" "wah this year Os right? Good luck ah?" " study lah! Later fail." "Where do you want to go after Os?" "JC is better" "Why you choose poly?" Sounds familiar? 

To those taking Os this year, especially those taking the new syllabus. At this point of time you may feel sad, angry, glad and all those mix feelings. Don't let them affect your other papers MOVE ON!! I always tell myself that.

2 more weeks til it ends, persevere people don't give up. Since we had run til this point already. We're just a few meters aways from our finish line. Fighting!!

Some of us may be like, "shoot! the paper was tough, I guess I'm gonna fail. How?" some may be like "aiya bell curve bell curve" 

To top it all, FREEDOM is in 2 weeks time!!! We will fight the following miserable days... All the way people!! Stay strong!!
  

The Right EC :D

For this post, I decided to use pink. You know.. A bit lovey lovey ;) HAHA okay wtv. So those who don't know, EC stands for eye-candy "people who are superficially attractive and entertaining but intellectually undemanding."I realised I've changed after I let go my first eye-candy. He was so nonchalant towards his studies, breaking rules in school. Blah Blah.. But not to the point of being an "Ah Beng"  And so, this really turns me off. His studies was not very good hence he did not give much motivation to me. During PE lessons he was also not active at all, machiam like ice kachiang, so cold. Gradually, I was being influenced by him. I became more lian. woots :X HEHE!

                            Moving on!

I found my second eye-candy like a few months ago? His studies are better than mine, CURRENTLY, I really hope this would be a motivation to me so that I could also do as well in Os! I've also changed back to the old me. Hyper, being myself every single time in school, became more sporty and active during PE lessons. Yeah!If your eye-candy is better than you, regardless of studies or sports or talents, you will definitely try your very very very best to do the best for yourself in order to 跟他平起平坐 . Erm sorry for the mixed in language because I'm a Singaporean.So yeah, if your eye-candy is a very talented person, you will also try to shape yourself into a better person. You don't have to be the top, but I assure you, you will try to stretch your potential as far as possible. But if your eye-candy is those kind that can't be bothered to anything... 

                              #YOLO !

It's National Day!!

Happy Birthday Singapore!You're now 49!Had a bash today in school!Really enjoyed singing all those past National Day songs!
Due to prelims the secondary 4 express classes didn't prepare any mascot. Have, but not as fancy as the lower secs.But my teacher took this chance and took a lot of photos with us!
I'm really glad to have a young and enthu form teacher who made all the plans to take all the pictures. Here's some of the pics!

Cool leh??

My day didn't end just like that, of course not forgetting SJYYJ (look for the post to find out what's SJYYJ) :) 

And yes, 8 of August is our 'friendniverssary'! Our clique started since 8/8/12. It had been 3 years, and we're still together.Though there is some aloofness between us.Some pics we took today.

 The day ended with a volleyball game with my soul mate and some of my other friends. Follow up with a soft toy party at SC (Student Council)room. I treat this a visit back to SC.Hopefully all my SC juniors are not too stressed out. And so, after I went home, I realised one of my guy classmate texted me.Frustrating things happened. I don't even want to talk about it.

Here are some pics we took in SC room! <3 b="">

Don't judge! I'm forever that unglam! XD

Once again, HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!I love you!!!! <3 b="">

     

The contrast... Who says you can't do it?.... This photo...

RMB the previous blog I was talking about how bad my previous Science(Physics) practical was? I got 2/15 for the previous one. Check out the recent one! I just got back my results today. Fantastically well done 15/15. I was the last in class and now I'm the first in class. Amazing!! But there's really an irony on this wide improvement.Probably it's confidence.  It's very important to believe yourself, but still you need the skills too.

My student council junior treat me for a photo taking. It is part of their initiative I guess?? But unfortunately we had no camera as the camera ran out of battery. But we still have phone!! Right! I admit I had tried many crops combined together which made me looked stupidly funny! Finally I got these... And my favourite junior got those! Check out the amazing shots today! ⬇

AND THIS! ⬇

My previous Physics practical result

Yea... I was right. Senses told me I'll be the last among the class. I got 2/15 for the test. The feeling sucks! But I guess the recent one I did well, because my readings are correct and the final answer is in range. Woohoo! Party! Just hope I get full marks for that test. Pray hard.
PRELIMS! Hell no! I haven't start revising yet. And English O lvl oral examination is coming in 3 weeks time! I really need to chiong now. But I'm sooooo tired... Suggestion to keep awake?

More information about my physics class. My teacher made us write a whole page of the correct precision for that particular instrument if we recorded wrongly. Here's a picture of my penalty. Thank God I only made one mistake! 

Pathetic right? 

悯农 (Twisted)

锄禾日当午，

地雷埋下土，

一个不小心，

炸死两百五。

Dear July...

July is here! Busy, busy ,busy. I really need to juggle my time here and there. Lots of things happened this month... Firstly my birthday, OMG! I really can't believe my eyes when I saw my friends bought me the ukulele I'm always dreaming about. Next, I'm really glad that two of my guy classmates bought me soft toys! Really touched and the soft toys are adorable...  Not forgetting my beloved brother, he got me monopoly deal. The cards are brand-new and the design is awesome!! My sis too, got me a lot of presents. A sneak peek of my presents ⬇

And this!

Next, today's physics practical was like the worst one in my secondary years. I ended up crying although it is just a test. But still... I know there's no point crying over spill milk. The only thing I could do is just to wait for the results and some scolding. But I believe I'm not the only one who failed. That's obvious! This test, I can say is the hardest of all! So good luck. Huehue! 

Student Council ROD loh!! :)

ROD stands for relief of duty! Yup, Secondary 4 Student Councillors had already done all their jobs successfully in these 3 years. All the joys and sorrows had a good pay off, I guess?? I could say I did not regret joining student council. To be honest, I joined because I wanted to prove to my Primary school teachers that it's their lost for not choosing me as a prefect when I was in Primary 2.
Thus I was always so enthu to go for meetings and get my duties done.
Once getting to Sec 4, I got very tired of SC, I skipped duties, come late for attendance marking... so on.. But as time flies closer to the stepping down date, I changed. I had a mindset of: before stepping down, I must train my juniors to be independent.
Student Council really shaped me into a more responsible person, and trained me to be a leader. I remembered a conference I attended 2 years ago. The speaker said "a leader is nothing without a team"
Therefore in these 3 years in sc, i managed to work with my sc mates efficiently. Thank you SC seniors for your guidance, and thank you juniors for giving me a chance to lead you. ❤